Time Flew & Here It Is
| Tuesday, October 05, 2010, 10:41 PM |
Woah, its been a long time since i posted an entry again..
Caught between Jap class & school n lvl is really a tiring lifestyle.
Mood swings occur often & it has dramatically changed over time.
I don't know who I am now, who i wanna be or what im doing.
its really restless, useless & pointless.
I observed people around me, the world, the nation..
too many things to describe & talk out freely..
its really confusing & hurtful.
my heart hurts a lot when looking at the world.
i think staying silence is the best to see how the world changes,
how people acts & how bad things happen easily.
perhaps in me, i've grown up. but seriously, i'd no idea what im gonna do.
my aim is unstable, often got destroyed by negative comments & support.
no idea why im not stable or strong enough to ignore them.
perhaps some of them are right, but i havent give a try yet.
who else would know? what if its really happen as i expected?
i think i'll go off to up or down better than living on earth.
no idea what im writing on, too much to say at 1 go, my mind is full
my heart is full, going to explode soon.
| SILENCE |
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